Friday, January 27, 2012

一辈子的怀念

除夕夜,23/01/2012凌晨12.30的那一夜,将永远留在我们的心中。姐夫也因此永远离我们而去。。。姐夫的意外离开让姐姐受到很大的打击,更让一家人悲痛万分。。。或许是命中注定,是祸躲不过。。。但愿姐夫能一路走好,在天之灵能保佑他的妻子和未出生的宝宝平平安安,健健康康!
所有的安慰和哀悼姐夫会走得很安心,所有的冷嘲热讽也无所谓。。。因为我们相信是姐夫生前大好人,所有上天让他不再那么辛苦赚钱养家,早点享福。。。

给姐夫的最后一封信:
姐夫,谢谢你那么爱我姐姐。谢谢你帮我们一家人照顾她,爱他,疼惜她。我虽然叫你姐夫的日子只有那么一个月,但是我知道你这一辈子都会是我的好姐夫。我知道你是个好爸爸,好老公,好儿子,好哥哥,好弟弟,好姐夫,好妹夫。。。你一世人任劳任怨,努力赚钱养整个家。把所有好的一切都留给姐姐和宝宝。。。我知道你一定很自责,很担心,很难过也很遗憾不能抱抱自己的第一个孩子,不能给她所有生活上的需求。。。但是姐夫,不要害怕,不要担心也不要难过。。。我们会连你的那一份爱也好好的疼爱她们俩。。我会好好的给我未来的侄女最好的一切,吃好的,用好的,住好的,穿好的。。。不会让她受任何一点委屈和辛苦,姐姐也是。。。所以姐夫,你要保佑他俩平安健康。。。宝宝以后会知道她爸爸是个大帅哥,是个好男人,是个好爸爸!姐夫,你要让姐姐振作起来,不再有阴影,好好的计划未来和宝宝的生活哦!


一辈子爱你的家人,
惠。

Saturday, December 31, 2011

送走31/12/2011,迎接全新1/1/20121

31/12/2011:

11:59a.m.: 亲爱的男友突然sms 问问在干吗。我回了回说要出门了1.30将到宿舍。
12:07p.m: 他告诉我说待会需要进行辅导课,让我准备。

。。。。结果。。。。我等了将近5个小时。。。
突然!!

5.18p.m: 他问我今晚去哪倒数,我说哪里都没去,朋友都约会去!!
5.52p.m:他说5分钟后到我宿舍

。。。。。结果东拖拖,西拖拖。。。7点才出门。。而我的幸福小故事就这么在一天中展开了。

本性木纳不浪漫的他,突然说和我去吃海鲜大餐!海鲜大餐还聚集了几位好友:frederic, nikolai,yu yuan!*我超爱黑黑的豆腐!*

晚餐后我们都到我宝贝家去酗酒*开玩笑的啦!*....那些酒鬼就这么的倒了一整杯的烈酒让我一口干了!顿时,脸开始红彤彤的像愤怒鸟!*我家男人也是啦*

将近10点钟,我们6人就一起前往the curve倒数啦!那些酒鬼当然不放过喝酒的机会,竟然到library喝了1tower的啤酒。11.30分终于舍得离开到桥底下等待烟花的绽放!一路上那些路人无故喷射的雪花让我困扰不已,拥挤的人潮更让我不知所措。终于,他在这时候像第一次牵我那样牵我的手通过人群。这小插曲足够让我甜蜜的回忆好长一段时间。

12.00a.m. 在人群呐喊3.。2.。。1.。。。后绽放的烟花好美好灿烂,就像童话世界那样看得我目瞪口呆!我还偷偷的在心里许了愿望。。。一辈子只有自己知道的小秘密,小愿望。

烟花观赏完毕,我们又回到library..不是读书*虽然快大考了*...继续喝酒!我家男人的一个小动作又甜入我心。。。我们就这么挨在同一个椅子上。。甜蜜得无法言语。

不知什么时候,我和yu yuan谈上了属于我们的话题。。。说了很多男人们不会明白的话题。。突然。。。不知什么时候。。就听见所有人的喝彩声。。转身一看!发现frederic 已经站着跳舞自high了。所有朋友开始怂恿他独自跳舞。。。太多太多的趣事就一直发生带3a.m。。。

在车上,fred已经语无伦次。。。听得我们苦笑不得。。一路上的我就这么笑入2012.。让我的2012开始了美好的事件。。

31/12/2011-1/1/2012.。那24小时发生的事情让我很幸福~我家宝贝和那群疯狂好友让我开心结束2011的最后一天,更让我的2012的第一天开始了最开心的笑!

我知道,我的接下来的364天会越来越幸福,越来越开心。。。。我的愿望我会慢慢成真!我只想在这么特别的一天跟宝贝说:我真的越来越爱你!谢谢你的爱!!我更想告诉我的家人:妈妈爸爸姐姐妹妹们,拥有你们是我一生最幸福的事!!我甚至想告诉我身边的朋友们:朋友!你们真的让我每天的充满色彩!我爱上我郑惠中生命里的一点一滴!我会努力的守候你们,守护着你们赐给我的爱,赐给我的幸福!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

victory for my very 1st lawn bowl in SUKMUM

Unexpected, unbelievable n bla bla bla to describe current feeling~challenges came along before competition...teammates unable to gave full commitments, master dun allowed us to claim d money, willingness to sponsor us on field and bawls rental fees, no college's driver sent us, no foods during competition, no sport attire, no sport drinks, neither physically support from college nor mentally support!! oh well..all i can say is that we were mad at 1st, down came through after, and thanks to their cruel where helped us to build up our team spirit in fighting!

We all bathed under heavy rain for more than half day with hungry tummy and luckily im d only one who won for semifinal which i met KK8...i thought it will be hard to challenge a MASUM player but what make me feel hardest was the heavy rain~under the heavy rain n scary thunder..no fear i compete with my opponent and din give her a chance to beat me down because i knew that if i won this game i can save whole team..i need to give 200% in focusing and i got no choice!i MUST get a MEDAL!

LIFE is CRUEL not just a quote but its a truth!My coordinator plus up KK11's SUKMUM in-charge adviser came and support me after he make sure that i won semi final and im gonna beat for either silver or gold medal~sent me power drinks and mentally support but i guess its too late...anyhow..i knew im gonna fight for my others 12 person teammates even though my opponent was strong enough. I fought very hard and finally i lost my Gold Medal by 11-8!!im not disappointing...im not ashamed but im proud with myself and my teammates where we just practice 4 times d most while some of them was very 1st time touch d bowls during 1s day competition but we still able to grab a victory back eventhough not a Gold~

All i nee to say is that~THX COACH ---MOHD FITRI SALLEH A.K.A OTON! Your really a nice coach! Lotsa peoples came and ask us who was our coach after i won MASUM players and almost beat down d KK12's MASUM player!
~THX to my another 12 person teammates who waited me for so long and fully support me by mentally and physically--------> JOASH LIM, DANNY SIM, LING JING SHEANG, KELVIN LIEW, ANTH HEW, LIM CHIN HAU, SHUEN THONG,IVY GAN, SHARON NG,SAW HUEY,AQILAH and NURBAZILAH!!!i LOVE u all!!!MUACKSS! see u guys again next year but not represent KK11 as they din appreciate us..LOL!!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

女人很简单,男人不准金牛!

世界上分两种男人,浪漫和大男人但女人只有一种---都想被爱。烂漫的男人大多数都不可靠,花心至极让女生心思惶恐而让人最无奈的却是木纳的大男人。他们让女生又爱又恨,偶尔想在人前浪漫却被他木纳的动作给停住那该死的念头。口是心非也让人咬牙切齿,明明就想念却打死不认,明明想见面却找借口说女生该吃饭了。他们那呆头呆脑而且一身毫无浪漫情趣的家伙根本不知道也不了解女生,觉得女生不需要哄骗。

其实女生很简单,只要我们生气转个身紧紧地抱住我们就可以了;只要睡觉前抱着我们的头轻轻的一吻,我们就可以开心一整个星期;只要说一声我想你,我们就可以天天想你你;只要你说一声我爱你,我们就会用全部的生命去爱你;只要你说等等我,我们愿意换一辈子的时间等等你;只要你说陪陪我,我们就愿意陪你到老。

像牛一样的男人啊,我们在人群前给你们足够的面子委屈自己不浪漫,但请你们在两人世界时多花点心思让我们也像别人那样浪漫一下不需要山盟海誓,不需要华丽衣裳,只愿你认真对待我们的感受和爱情,毕竟我们也只是个女人。再强也会哭,再韧也会累。我们需要你的肩膀让我们下半辈子来依靠。

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

爱。女人

近来看见身边的女性友人过着幸福的日子,听着幸福的话不知不觉心也甜滋滋的。后来的我才发现,幸福不是必然的, 是握紧和历练才看得清爱情。原来每个幸福的女人都曾经被伤害后才得到幸福,因为那是一种考验,考验着你的眼光和定力。
女人其实很简单,当我们深深爱上的时候就会义无反顾。 男人却认为女人是麻烦动物,难以捉摸,那却只是推搪的借口。女人在过去的日子可以自己一个人过,往后的日子少了男人也无所谓。只是,既然男人选择闯进女人的世界就该给她肩膀让她依靠而不是依赖。男人不要来的时候万般殷勤,去的时候万般无情。追求女生之前考虑清楚你能给的幸福是什么,不要把爱太轻易挂在嘴边,因为女人的心不容许百般伤害,不要儿戏的说"我不爱你了",因为女人用了多长时间把你完全装进心里,而你在霸占了所有她的心之后告诉他我要的不是你。
女人可以很温柔,但是狠心也是必然的。。。既然男人选择放手,女人何必苦苦捉紧?那是一种折磨,不要在折磨了自己之后才学会放手,那是愚蠢的行为。
当你的男人有了外遇,不要女人都爱责怪男人。的确男人是犯贱,该恨,但我们却也该感谢小三的出现让我们看清自己爱的人原来不是那么的爱自己,感谢男人让你找到自我和自信。
男人,没什么大不了。女人,么什么好自卑!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

709~BERSIH

news everywhere about Bersih 2.0 on this day...frankly speak,i'm not supporting any party but yet representing human rights of Malaysians. We needs a fair n clean election,is that a fault?I dont give a damn to politic in Malaysia but as a Malaysian, me as well as others who stands out and joining rally BERSIH 2.0 just want a guarantee by our PM that we gonna be fair,be clean.

I dont wish to see that police who suppose to protects citizens but today they beating up their people by pressed them,forced them.I dont wish to see that our nation image fallen in front of other countries,but government choose to announcing that Bersih members is trying to provoke police.
I dont wish to see that police use violence on unarmed citizens yet they choose chase them away by using tear gas and water canon but not come forward to reconciliation with the leaders n members of BERSIH.

Some peoples say that Bersih is illegal,the campaign might be yes but the only motive for those 60K Malaysians is just that they dont wish our country getting worst.The 60K Malaysians who joining rally just wish that our government to compete with other countries like Singapore,China,US and others but not trying to reduce like Thai or Bangladesh. We can choose to be more much better, we suppose deserve more than what we got but why our dearest PM choose to ignore the sounds of Malaysians?

As a local uni student,I might be lucky than others. But the truth is there is not much differ in here. I apply PTPTN just because i thought not to expense parents' money but after whole i realize that I spent more than others college students.
1. I apply RM 3250 per semester but every semester i just receive 2900 or 3000,it never be whole and i'm wondering WHY?I pay around 1200 for every semester because my course is the top in Malaysia*i mean few years ago* but the truth is lecturer sucks! They never fair and most of them are aint professional in this field.They cant even understand what they are teaching in the class.Our course are not the top in this University so im wondering why we are expensive than others?
2. Hostel fee cost us RM6.5 per day= RM800+ per sem which means RM200+ per month.It sounds cheap but wait,the room is living by 4 persons which means per room is RM800 per month!!The room only with 2 double-deckers, a small locker,2 study tables,a fan and without foods .Those hostels with foods even expensive than mine hostel
3. Other miscellaneous fees without listing them and charge us 30 bucks,20 bucks and bla bla bla
4. Annual dinner which cost us RM130 but the Master do not want to decrease the charges of dinner.

After all,students left not more than RM200 per months. Most of the peoples might say its more than enough but please think about it,how isit when we pay for books?how isit when we pay for printing notes?How isit when we pay for printing assignments? How isit when we spend for daily use products?How isit when we spend for foods? Isit still more than enough?


I just want to say no matter university or goverment, we just need it to be transparent. Show us the reality. Concern your nations,concern your peoples not just to make your life easy but suffering others. Everyone of us wish to own a house and a car but its always becomes mission impossible to us but yet i can see that u all driving luxury cars,big house and traveling everywhere as well as wearing branded all the times. Life getting harder,we all suffering,we need government to save us but not suffering us.

I LOVE MALAYSIA.I WANT A HARMONY MALAYSIA!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

家居兵团~

最近看了一部港剧-家居兵团。很不错也很有启发性的一部连续剧。我在当中看到也学到了很多平时发生在我们身边却无法看清的事实。即使是我自己,我也很常觉得我们的母亲很唠叨,长气。。但谁不了解不知道妈妈其实每件事情都在为我们打算着。。即使她知道我们不喜欢但是为了将来有保障才会扮白脸,而我们就认为他们很权势,强打我们该有的自由。。。很多次我很固执,妈妈放手让我自己去走。。她知道跌到后我就会相信妈妈永远是最真诚的,永远都只为儿女,为家人而自己拥有都是那么不重要。。。
很多人说一个家只有妈妈才会了解和关心家人,爸爸只会赚钱养家。。。其实不然。。很多的父亲其实知道欲很想知道孩子和家人们的事情,想进入他们的世界,但是因为时间不允许,男人的尊严和面子才会造就孩子和家人觉得爸爸只是赚钱养家的男人而不适合聊天谈心事。
孩子们又何尝不是一次又一次的固执着?因为家人的纵容使得孩子们没见过也没体会过自己以外的世界。。我们每次都只认为只要值得去争取的就要义无反顾却不知道在这过程中伤害了多少关心自己的人。
很多人都会觉得很不幸,因为家庭背景不够富贵,因为出生在单亲家庭。。但是我却认为老头其实对很多人很好,我们生出来就四肢健全,能说能笑。。比起身上有缺陷的同胞或者在没有加入爱护和关怀陪伴下在孤儿院长大的孤儿们更加幸福快乐。。。或许出生环境不比别人好,你要的不能太多,但只要相信努力就能换来幸福!!

Friday, May 13, 2011

怡保之旅~友情更甚!

11/5 ----》考完试的我大声的欢呼:‘我自由啦!!’这也意味着我的友情之旅开始了~
一群小女生---慧莉,秋燕,舜童,Sharon 还有我当然开始兴奋的踏上旅程。。。下午四点正前往KL Central然后 6p.m开始搭三个小时路程的火车前往怡保。。到达目的地大概是9.00p.m 但是所有人都好有活力。。。sharon 的父母负责载送我们还载我们吃宵夜。。当然是怡保出名的芽菜鸡啦~那天晚上的我们都好累。。。爬上床呼呼大睡为明天的行程而补充体力和睡眠!



-在火车上还没昏睡之前的我和舜童-


12/5
今天起身后,sharon 的妈妈和婆婆就陪同我们五位女生到发师傅港式点心享用我们的美味早餐。。。补充体力后便开始我们的洞穴之旅啦!!这也意味着五位女生疯狂时间到了!!






-sharon 的妈妈还有婆婆和我们一起享用早餐啦~!!-




-在飞来石来张五人的友情照-





- 为自己和身边的人祈祷着-



-感谢老天赐给我那么完美的签-



-转运后就可以脱胎换骨-



-爬!这样你就是勇敢的人啦!-



- 灵仙岩-



-观音洞-



- 三宝洞-




- 很特别的许愿池-




- 让我会心一笑的说明-



-转呀转!好运快快来!-




- 在慧峰下-



-耶!我们爱这里!-



-让你许愿留言的观音洞-



-摸一摸,横财就手。。-




-最后的夜晚,我们一起喝红酒吃海鲜来道别吧!-

这次的怡保之旅,我和其他的好友衷心的感谢sharon的父母和家人对我们那么友善。。让我们打扰你家了三天两夜,还那么亲切的带我们到处走甚至请我们吃了好多很棒的食物。。有机会还会再回来这么棒的城市探望这么棒的家庭。。。祝福你们。。谢谢你们。。=)

Friday, January 27, 2012

一辈子的怀念

除夕夜,23/01/2012凌晨12.30的那一夜,将永远留在我们的心中。姐夫也因此永远离我们而去。。。姐夫的意外离开让姐姐受到很大的打击,更让一家人悲痛万分。。。或许是命中注定,是祸躲不过。。。但愿姐夫能一路走好,在天之灵能保佑他的妻子和未出生的宝宝平平安安,健健康康!
所有的安慰和哀悼姐夫会走得很安心,所有的冷嘲热讽也无所谓。。。因为我们相信是姐夫生前大好人,所有上天让他不再那么辛苦赚钱养家,早点享福。。。

给姐夫的最后一封信:
姐夫,谢谢你那么爱我姐姐。谢谢你帮我们一家人照顾她,爱他,疼惜她。我虽然叫你姐夫的日子只有那么一个月,但是我知道你这一辈子都会是我的好姐夫。我知道你是个好爸爸,好老公,好儿子,好哥哥,好弟弟,好姐夫,好妹夫。。。你一世人任劳任怨,努力赚钱养整个家。把所有好的一切都留给姐姐和宝宝。。。我知道你一定很自责,很担心,很难过也很遗憾不能抱抱自己的第一个孩子,不能给她所有生活上的需求。。。但是姐夫,不要害怕,不要担心也不要难过。。。我们会连你的那一份爱也好好的疼爱她们俩。。我会好好的给我未来的侄女最好的一切,吃好的,用好的,住好的,穿好的。。。不会让她受任何一点委屈和辛苦,姐姐也是。。。所以姐夫,你要保佑他俩平安健康。。。宝宝以后会知道她爸爸是个大帅哥,是个好男人,是个好爸爸!姐夫,你要让姐姐振作起来,不再有阴影,好好的计划未来和宝宝的生活哦!


一辈子爱你的家人,
惠。

Saturday, December 31, 2011

送走31/12/2011,迎接全新1/1/20121

31/12/2011:

11:59a.m.: 亲爱的男友突然sms 问问在干吗。我回了回说要出门了1.30将到宿舍。
12:07p.m: 他告诉我说待会需要进行辅导课,让我准备。

。。。。结果。。。。我等了将近5个小时。。。
突然!!

5.18p.m: 他问我今晚去哪倒数,我说哪里都没去,朋友都约会去!!
5.52p.m:他说5分钟后到我宿舍

。。。。。结果东拖拖,西拖拖。。。7点才出门。。而我的幸福小故事就这么在一天中展开了。

本性木纳不浪漫的他,突然说和我去吃海鲜大餐!海鲜大餐还聚集了几位好友:frederic, nikolai,yu yuan!*我超爱黑黑的豆腐!*

晚餐后我们都到我宝贝家去酗酒*开玩笑的啦!*....那些酒鬼就这么的倒了一整杯的烈酒让我一口干了!顿时,脸开始红彤彤的像愤怒鸟!*我家男人也是啦*

将近10点钟,我们6人就一起前往the curve倒数啦!那些酒鬼当然不放过喝酒的机会,竟然到library喝了1tower的啤酒。11.30分终于舍得离开到桥底下等待烟花的绽放!一路上那些路人无故喷射的雪花让我困扰不已,拥挤的人潮更让我不知所措。终于,他在这时候像第一次牵我那样牵我的手通过人群。这小插曲足够让我甜蜜的回忆好长一段时间。

12.00a.m. 在人群呐喊3.。2.。。1.。。。后绽放的烟花好美好灿烂,就像童话世界那样看得我目瞪口呆!我还偷偷的在心里许了愿望。。。一辈子只有自己知道的小秘密,小愿望。

烟花观赏完毕,我们又回到library..不是读书*虽然快大考了*...继续喝酒!我家男人的一个小动作又甜入我心。。。我们就这么挨在同一个椅子上。。甜蜜得无法言语。

不知什么时候,我和yu yuan谈上了属于我们的话题。。。说了很多男人们不会明白的话题。。突然。。。不知什么时候。。就听见所有人的喝彩声。。转身一看!发现frederic 已经站着跳舞自high了。所有朋友开始怂恿他独自跳舞。。。太多太多的趣事就一直发生带3a.m。。。

在车上,fred已经语无伦次。。。听得我们苦笑不得。。一路上的我就这么笑入2012.。让我的2012开始了美好的事件。。

31/12/2011-1/1/2012.。那24小时发生的事情让我很幸福~我家宝贝和那群疯狂好友让我开心结束2011的最后一天,更让我的2012的第一天开始了最开心的笑!

我知道,我的接下来的364天会越来越幸福,越来越开心。。。。我的愿望我会慢慢成真!我只想在这么特别的一天跟宝贝说:我真的越来越爱你!谢谢你的爱!!我更想告诉我的家人:妈妈爸爸姐姐妹妹们,拥有你们是我一生最幸福的事!!我甚至想告诉我身边的朋友们:朋友!你们真的让我每天的充满色彩!我爱上我郑惠中生命里的一点一滴!我会努力的守候你们,守护着你们赐给我的爱,赐给我的幸福!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

victory for my very 1st lawn bowl in SUKMUM

Unexpected, unbelievable n bla bla bla to describe current feeling~challenges came along before competition...teammates unable to gave full commitments, master dun allowed us to claim d money, willingness to sponsor us on field and bawls rental fees, no college's driver sent us, no foods during competition, no sport attire, no sport drinks, neither physically support from college nor mentally support!! oh well..all i can say is that we were mad at 1st, down came through after, and thanks to their cruel where helped us to build up our team spirit in fighting!

We all bathed under heavy rain for more than half day with hungry tummy and luckily im d only one who won for semifinal which i met KK8...i thought it will be hard to challenge a MASUM player but what make me feel hardest was the heavy rain~under the heavy rain n scary thunder..no fear i compete with my opponent and din give her a chance to beat me down because i knew that if i won this game i can save whole team..i need to give 200% in focusing and i got no choice!i MUST get a MEDAL!

LIFE is CRUEL not just a quote but its a truth!My coordinator plus up KK11's SUKMUM in-charge adviser came and support me after he make sure that i won semi final and im gonna beat for either silver or gold medal~sent me power drinks and mentally support but i guess its too late...anyhow..i knew im gonna fight for my others 12 person teammates even though my opponent was strong enough. I fought very hard and finally i lost my Gold Medal by 11-8!!im not disappointing...im not ashamed but im proud with myself and my teammates where we just practice 4 times d most while some of them was very 1st time touch d bowls during 1s day competition but we still able to grab a victory back eventhough not a Gold~

All i nee to say is that~THX COACH ---MOHD FITRI SALLEH A.K.A OTON! Your really a nice coach! Lotsa peoples came and ask us who was our coach after i won MASUM players and almost beat down d KK12's MASUM player!
~THX to my another 12 person teammates who waited me for so long and fully support me by mentally and physically--------> JOASH LIM, DANNY SIM, LING JING SHEANG, KELVIN LIEW, ANTH HEW, LIM CHIN HAU, SHUEN THONG,IVY GAN, SHARON NG,SAW HUEY,AQILAH and NURBAZILAH!!!i LOVE u all!!!MUACKSS! see u guys again next year but not represent KK11 as they din appreciate us..LOL!!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

女人很简单,男人不准金牛!

世界上分两种男人,浪漫和大男人但女人只有一种---都想被爱。烂漫的男人大多数都不可靠,花心至极让女生心思惶恐而让人最无奈的却是木纳的大男人。他们让女生又爱又恨,偶尔想在人前浪漫却被他木纳的动作给停住那该死的念头。口是心非也让人咬牙切齿,明明就想念却打死不认,明明想见面却找借口说女生该吃饭了。他们那呆头呆脑而且一身毫无浪漫情趣的家伙根本不知道也不了解女生,觉得女生不需要哄骗。

其实女生很简单,只要我们生气转个身紧紧地抱住我们就可以了;只要睡觉前抱着我们的头轻轻的一吻,我们就可以开心一整个星期;只要说一声我想你,我们就可以天天想你你;只要你说一声我爱你,我们就会用全部的生命去爱你;只要你说等等我,我们愿意换一辈子的时间等等你;只要你说陪陪我,我们就愿意陪你到老。

像牛一样的男人啊,我们在人群前给你们足够的面子委屈自己不浪漫,但请你们在两人世界时多花点心思让我们也像别人那样浪漫一下不需要山盟海誓,不需要华丽衣裳,只愿你认真对待我们的感受和爱情,毕竟我们也只是个女人。再强也会哭,再韧也会累。我们需要你的肩膀让我们下半辈子来依靠。

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

爱。女人

近来看见身边的女性友人过着幸福的日子,听着幸福的话不知不觉心也甜滋滋的。后来的我才发现,幸福不是必然的, 是握紧和历练才看得清爱情。原来每个幸福的女人都曾经被伤害后才得到幸福,因为那是一种考验,考验着你的眼光和定力。
女人其实很简单,当我们深深爱上的时候就会义无反顾。 男人却认为女人是麻烦动物,难以捉摸,那却只是推搪的借口。女人在过去的日子可以自己一个人过,往后的日子少了男人也无所谓。只是,既然男人选择闯进女人的世界就该给她肩膀让她依靠而不是依赖。男人不要来的时候万般殷勤,去的时候万般无情。追求女生之前考虑清楚你能给的幸福是什么,不要把爱太轻易挂在嘴边,因为女人的心不容许百般伤害,不要儿戏的说"我不爱你了",因为女人用了多长时间把你完全装进心里,而你在霸占了所有她的心之后告诉他我要的不是你。
女人可以很温柔,但是狠心也是必然的。。。既然男人选择放手,女人何必苦苦捉紧?那是一种折磨,不要在折磨了自己之后才学会放手,那是愚蠢的行为。
当你的男人有了外遇,不要女人都爱责怪男人。的确男人是犯贱,该恨,但我们却也该感谢小三的出现让我们看清自己爱的人原来不是那么的爱自己,感谢男人让你找到自我和自信。
男人,没什么大不了。女人,么什么好自卑!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

709~BERSIH

news everywhere about Bersih 2.0 on this day...frankly speak,i'm not supporting any party but yet representing human rights of Malaysians. We needs a fair n clean election,is that a fault?I dont give a damn to politic in Malaysia but as a Malaysian, me as well as others who stands out and joining rally BERSIH 2.0 just want a guarantee by our PM that we gonna be fair,be clean.

I dont wish to see that police who suppose to protects citizens but today they beating up their people by pressed them,forced them.I dont wish to see that our nation image fallen in front of other countries,but government choose to announcing that Bersih members is trying to provoke police.
I dont wish to see that police use violence on unarmed citizens yet they choose chase them away by using tear gas and water canon but not come forward to reconciliation with the leaders n members of BERSIH.

Some peoples say that Bersih is illegal,the campaign might be yes but the only motive for those 60K Malaysians is just that they dont wish our country getting worst.The 60K Malaysians who joining rally just wish that our government to compete with other countries like Singapore,China,US and others but not trying to reduce like Thai or Bangladesh. We can choose to be more much better, we suppose deserve more than what we got but why our dearest PM choose to ignore the sounds of Malaysians?

As a local uni student,I might be lucky than others. But the truth is there is not much differ in here. I apply PTPTN just because i thought not to expense parents' money but after whole i realize that I spent more than others college students.
1. I apply RM 3250 per semester but every semester i just receive 2900 or 3000,it never be whole and i'm wondering WHY?I pay around 1200 for every semester because my course is the top in Malaysia*i mean few years ago* but the truth is lecturer sucks! They never fair and most of them are aint professional in this field.They cant even understand what they are teaching in the class.Our course are not the top in this University so im wondering why we are expensive than others?
2. Hostel fee cost us RM6.5 per day= RM800+ per sem which means RM200+ per month.It sounds cheap but wait,the room is living by 4 persons which means per room is RM800 per month!!The room only with 2 double-deckers, a small locker,2 study tables,a fan and without foods .Those hostels with foods even expensive than mine hostel
3. Other miscellaneous fees without listing them and charge us 30 bucks,20 bucks and bla bla bla
4. Annual dinner which cost us RM130 but the Master do not want to decrease the charges of dinner.

After all,students left not more than RM200 per months. Most of the peoples might say its more than enough but please think about it,how isit when we pay for books?how isit when we pay for printing notes?How isit when we pay for printing assignments? How isit when we spend for daily use products?How isit when we spend for foods? Isit still more than enough?


I just want to say no matter university or goverment, we just need it to be transparent. Show us the reality. Concern your nations,concern your peoples not just to make your life easy but suffering others. Everyone of us wish to own a house and a car but its always becomes mission impossible to us but yet i can see that u all driving luxury cars,big house and traveling everywhere as well as wearing branded all the times. Life getting harder,we all suffering,we need government to save us but not suffering us.

I LOVE MALAYSIA.I WANT A HARMONY MALAYSIA!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

家居兵团~

最近看了一部港剧-家居兵团。很不错也很有启发性的一部连续剧。我在当中看到也学到了很多平时发生在我们身边却无法看清的事实。即使是我自己,我也很常觉得我们的母亲很唠叨,长气。。但谁不了解不知道妈妈其实每件事情都在为我们打算着。。即使她知道我们不喜欢但是为了将来有保障才会扮白脸,而我们就认为他们很权势,强打我们该有的自由。。。很多次我很固执,妈妈放手让我自己去走。。她知道跌到后我就会相信妈妈永远是最真诚的,永远都只为儿女,为家人而自己拥有都是那么不重要。。。
很多人说一个家只有妈妈才会了解和关心家人,爸爸只会赚钱养家。。。其实不然。。很多的父亲其实知道欲很想知道孩子和家人们的事情,想进入他们的世界,但是因为时间不允许,男人的尊严和面子才会造就孩子和家人觉得爸爸只是赚钱养家的男人而不适合聊天谈心事。
孩子们又何尝不是一次又一次的固执着?因为家人的纵容使得孩子们没见过也没体会过自己以外的世界。。我们每次都只认为只要值得去争取的就要义无反顾却不知道在这过程中伤害了多少关心自己的人。
很多人都会觉得很不幸,因为家庭背景不够富贵,因为出生在单亲家庭。。但是我却认为老头其实对很多人很好,我们生出来就四肢健全,能说能笑。。比起身上有缺陷的同胞或者在没有加入爱护和关怀陪伴下在孤儿院长大的孤儿们更加幸福快乐。。。或许出生环境不比别人好,你要的不能太多,但只要相信努力就能换来幸福!!

Friday, May 13, 2011

怡保之旅~友情更甚!

11/5 ----》考完试的我大声的欢呼:‘我自由啦!!’这也意味着我的友情之旅开始了~
一群小女生---慧莉,秋燕,舜童,Sharon 还有我当然开始兴奋的踏上旅程。。。下午四点正前往KL Central然后 6p.m开始搭三个小时路程的火车前往怡保。。到达目的地大概是9.00p.m 但是所有人都好有活力。。。sharon 的父母负责载送我们还载我们吃宵夜。。当然是怡保出名的芽菜鸡啦~那天晚上的我们都好累。。。爬上床呼呼大睡为明天的行程而补充体力和睡眠!



-在火车上还没昏睡之前的我和舜童-


12/5
今天起身后,sharon 的妈妈和婆婆就陪同我们五位女生到发师傅港式点心享用我们的美味早餐。。。补充体力后便开始我们的洞穴之旅啦!!这也意味着五位女生疯狂时间到了!!






-sharon 的妈妈还有婆婆和我们一起享用早餐啦~!!-




-在飞来石来张五人的友情照-





- 为自己和身边的人祈祷着-



-感谢老天赐给我那么完美的签-



-转运后就可以脱胎换骨-



-爬!这样你就是勇敢的人啦!-



- 灵仙岩-



-观音洞-



- 三宝洞-




- 很特别的许愿池-




- 让我会心一笑的说明-



-转呀转!好运快快来!-




- 在慧峰下-



-耶!我们爱这里!-



-让你许愿留言的观音洞-



-摸一摸,横财就手。。-




-最后的夜晚,我们一起喝红酒吃海鲜来道别吧!-

这次的怡保之旅,我和其他的好友衷心的感谢sharon的父母和家人对我们那么友善。。让我们打扰你家了三天两夜,还那么亲切的带我们到处走甚至请我们吃了好多很棒的食物。。有机会还会再回来这么棒的城市探望这么棒的家庭。。。祝福你们。。谢谢你们。。=)